today was one of the shittest days of this term so far. just nothing went right. i felt worthless and shit. you know when you have that feeling when you feel liek someone really hates you? and you didnt even do anything to them? well yeah. thats how i felt. i really hope its not that way because it honestly makes me upset. the one person you look up to is letting you down and theyre not the person you thought they were..